Solbi 솔비 - You Will Be Punished 벌 받을 거야

This is a GREAT song..!
I have heard it many many times.. and i LOVE how she is putting herself in this song..
This is a sad song and when the first time i saw the MV, she sang the song so powerful and so emotional, i really felt so sad..
Not just from the MV, but when i just heard the song (mp3) from my iphone, i can feel it again.. ^^



Here the lyrics :

헤어지자고 정말 미안하다고
아니 아니 싫어
니 마음이 어떻든 나는 인정을 못해 난 그렇게 못해
너를 위해서 모든걸 줬는데
가니 가니 정말
이유라도 애기해줄래 도대체 널 이해할 수가 없어
널 보낼 순 없어

너 정말 왜 그래 내가 뭘 잘못한 거니
너를 너무 사랑해서 그게 부담이 됐니
사랑이 변하니
그렇게 쉬웠었니 그런 사람이었니 너 정말
니가 줬던 상처 너도 똑같이 받을거야

행복하란 말 기다리지 말란 말
아니 아니 싫어
제일 불행하게 살거야
잠도 안자고 밥도 나 안먹고 니가 올 때까지

너 정말 왜 그래 내가 뭘 잘못한 거니
너를 너무 사랑해서 그게 부담이 됐니
사랑이 변하니
그렇게 쉬웠었니 그런 사람이었니 너 정말
니가 줬던 상처 너도 똑같이 받을거야

나는 숨 조차 못 쉬겠어
니 얼굴도 볼 자신이 없어
죽을 것만 같아

사랑은 사랑이 잊게 해준다고 해도 그렇게 못할 것 같아
나는 너 뿐이잖아

눈물이 흘러서 더 이상 못 있겠어
나 먼저 일어설게 나 갈게
따라 오지는 마
작은 기대라도 주지마

Romanization :

heeojijago jeongmal mianhadago
ani ani sirheo
ni maeumi eotteoteun
naneun injeongeul motae nan geureoke motae

neoreul wihaeseo modeungeol jwonneunde
gani gani jeongmal
iyurado aegihaejullae dodaeche neol ihaehal suga eobseo
neol bonael sun eobseo

neo jeongmal wae geurae
naega mwol jalmotan geoni
neoreul neomu saranghaeseo
geuge budami dwaenni
sarangi byeonhani
geureoke swiwosseonni
geureon saramieonni neo jeongmal
niga jwotdeon sangcheo neodo ttokgachi badeulgeoya

haengbokharan mal gidariji mallan mal
ani ani sirheo
jeil bulhaenghage salgeoya
jamdo anjago bapdo na anmeokgo niga ol ttaekkaji

neo jeongmal wae geurae
naega mwol jalmotan geoni
neoreul neomu saranghaeseo
geuge budami dwaenni
sarangi byeonhani
geureoke swiwosseonni
geureon saramieonni neo jeongmal
niga jwotdeon sangcheo neodo ttokgachi badeulgeoya

naneun sum jocha mot swigesseo
ni eolguldo bol jasini eobseo
jugeul geotman gata

sarangeun sarangi itge haejundago haedo
geureoke motal geot gata
naneun neo ppunijanha

nunmuri heulleoseo deo isang mot itgesseo
na meonjeo ireoseolge na galge
ttara ojineun ma
jageun gidaerado jujima

Translation :

You saying, "Let's break up, really sorry..."
No No Never
No mater how your heart has changed
I can't accept it, I can't do that

Though I've given you everything
Are you going, really?
Will you tell me at least the reason why?
I can't understand you at all
I can't bear to let you go

What's going on with you?　
Did I do something wrong?
Do I love you too much? Is it a burden to you?
How could the love change?
Was it such an easy thing for you?
Are you really such a man?
You'll be suffering the same scar you've left me

You saying, "Be happy, don't wait for me..."
No No Never
I'm going to live most unhappily
I won't sleep nor eat until you come back to me

What's going on with you?
Did I do something wrong?
Do I love you too much? Is it a burden to you?
How could the love change?
Was it such an easy thing for you?
Are you really such a man?
You'll be suffering the same scar you've left me

I can't even catch my breath
I have no confidence to see your face
It's the same as to be killed

They say love is cured by another love
But I don't think I can manage that way
For me, there's nobody other than you

Tears keep flowing down
I can't stay here any longer
I'm going to stand up first. I'm hitting the way
Don't follow me. Don't give me the smallest hope

21.05.2009 - Kim Dong Hee (김동희) - 여자는 그래 (Woman Is Just Like That)

Finally..! The MV is out..
Im so so so happy~
The MV actor and actress is : Kim Kyu Jong (ss501) & Kim Shin Ya.
And i LOVE Kim Kyu Jong.. hahahahaha
In This MV, Kyu Jong broke up his relationship and the girl commit to suicide.
This is sad ending and Kyu Joong is full of regret.. T.T
But overall, the song is nice to hear.. And the MV is GOOD job..! XD




Credit : hoonfami @ youtube

14.05.2009 - Asia For Jesus : Army of GOD

GREAT..!
and
AMAZING..!
That is what i feel last night..

The Asia for Jesus team
Le-Ri : Ed Huang, Vanness, JMA, Sien Vanessa, Irene, Rev. Philip, Jon and Ari Wibowo
credit this one photo : http://jaesonma.com

14.05.2009
5 pm

Me and my four friends walked to the Mawar Sharon Church and together assembled with the others friends went to the Juanda Airport to attended Asia For Jesus. Totally we take 6 BUs. 1 bus amounts about 22 people. And we was in the 4th bus.
Army of GOD is a BIG revivals Conference from May 14th, 15th, and 16th in Surabaya, Indonesia.
The Speakers :
Nathanael Chow, Ewen Chow, Caleb Natanielliem, Rev. Philip Mantofa, and Rev. Jaeson Ma.
The Guess Star :
Vanness Wu, Sien Vanessa, Ari Wibowo, Life Tree Band, Joshua Band & TBC Taiwan DAnce Crew.

After arrived at Juanda Airport where the conference is arrenged, OMG..! i saw thousands people came here. Not just from Indonesia, but exactly behind me, there was a lot from foreign country. And i guessed one country of them was from Taiwan maybe. Because i saw chinese words and they was speaking Chinese.


This Events is really Great..! Like a concert and we was so exciting..! ^^ But we came late. we didin't get chairs in the front. FULL. So after we panic can't sit in front, coz can't see Vanness clearly :D, finnaly we found it. And after i have a sit, i got my camera from my bag and took some pictures. During the performance, my camera was always on my right hand. XD


When the programs begun, the MC was so energic. They asked us to stand up in front of stage which they have prepared it to us stand up and sang together.


But after they sang about 4 songs, and show the others performenced [dance], The MC asked us to sit back to our chair.

this is from my sit

This is from BIG Screen

Obvious, the next performed was VAnness Wu..!!!!! waaaaa~ And i successed took some Vanness pictures from my sit. = D



After that, The time for Gospel from Rev. Philip Mantofa. And there have a lot of people received Christ and did the baptized immediately.


The Event went on till 21.00 / 9 pm.

When we want go back to our bus, my GOLD chance was cominggg..!



I saw Vanness Wu so near from us..!! He was in the car. And i standed in front of the car taking pictures of him..! OMG..! my friends were so hilarious too..! we were screaming..! hahahahahaha..


and and and.. He went out from the car..! kyaaaa~ but i can't reach him.. He walked so fast. And his bodyguard guard him too..! T.T

But but but.. im HAPPY.. :D
This is a rare chance for me.. XD

After that Event.. We went to KFC 24/7..
were so so so hungry coz had not dinner yet..
After from KFC, we went home immediately.. coz we felt so tired and i was so sleepy..

00.30 am
i went to BED..
GOOD NIGHTTTT :D